Nyawa

Terima kasih, Tuhan.

Kerana sudi panjangkan lagi nyawa.

Kerana benarkan aku merasa lagi lapar dahaga.

Merasa kantuk letih dan berjaga.

Kerana masih sayang pada hinanya aku seorang hamba.

Tuhan—

Dalam pada kerja aku ini harus bercantik cantik berlemah lembut menjaga setiap hati dan rasa.

Aku pohon,

Lembutkanlah setiap satunya.

Dan campaklah dalam hati kita kita.

Yang mendengar itu anugerah.

Seandai ditarik atau tidak dibagi—

Bukan tanda Tuhan menzalimi.

Bukan.

Tiada satu pun cerdik pandai mencipta apa saja yang palsu itu mampu mengganti yang telah Engkau beri.

Melainkan oh Tuhan.

Engkau campakkan ilmu,

Tanda sayangnya pada kami.

Meski tidak boleh diganti—

Namun,

Masih boleh dibantu lagi.

 

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It was so freaking cold there,

And I had asthma attack again.

But being with all the doctors,

I felt being loved and cared.

It was freaking cold there,

That my boss had to offer his coat so I felt safe,

Countless thank you I said.

Countless again he repeated it's okay.

It was freaking cold there,

And I shivered like hell,

He looked at me right into my eyes,

"I should be married so someone will taking care so well,"

Really?

I laughed and laughed and laughed so hard.

Cause I didn't have nice words to reply.

I said I have no one as yet in my heart.

"But how about you find someone for me to try?"

We laughed we joked we had such a good time.

Until I realized it wont be forever.

Back home for the weather that is nice and warm.

And meeting those that I miss so very dear.

Back to where I belong and its raining.

Such a perfect gift to feel welcome.

For whatever crisis that happen in my country,

Can't beat this feeling to again be home.