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Hey.

Do you remember when we were really in trouble 6 years back? I was acting cool while you keep on calming me. I was laughing and keep saying that thing will be okay. It will. It will.

You hold the responsibilities on your shoulder while the one who need to face it was me. You said all the things that you think its nice just to make sure that I won't be alone. You will always be by my side no matter how. No matter what. 

You said that.

You said that.

Do you remember when one day you caught me crying? You sat right in front of me. I started to laugh as I was too ashamed to let the tears running down. I kept saying how fool I was to cry when I shouldn't have to.

But, you said.. hey! Keep crying! It's okay to cry. Here, I gave you my shoulder. Go on!

You said that.

You said that.

Well, I didn't do anything.

I did not say how important you in my life. I ignored. It always be my fault to let somebody like you not to see the way you deserve. It's my bad because I chose to hide my feeling while expressing it was the better option.

Therefore, the only way left; learn to let go.

And now at this particular moment, I would say the hardest for this time, I come out with this question.. will you coming back? Blame on stress straightaway. *smile*

No. It's okay. I don't expect any YES answer and I don't wan it to happen that way. Just say NO.

I already move on.