Selamat Datang Mata Empat

Okay, tahniah sayang Malaysia menang bola. Tahniah besar besar juga pada Fahmi fuhhh jaga gol ada stail.

Sob sob. Seka air mata.

Mengapa manusia bernama Khairul Fahmi penjaga gawang KELANTAN yang menang tempoh hari (oh nak tulis juga ejaan Kelantan besar besar. Nak state juga menang please!) ini sungguh muda? Muda setahun tahan lagi. Ni muda dua tahun pula tu. Itu kecewa pertama.

Mengapa Apek nama timangan manja manja olololo ini sudah mempunyai buah hati? Mengapa? Mengapa? Okay, kekecewaan besar disitu.

Sob sob. Seka air mata berderaian jatuh.

Awak dah kecewakan hati kita tau! Tak nak kawan.

Tapi takpe, sebab Malaysia menang dengan tendangan kacak, gol jelita, I cari pakwe baru. Eh, tetiba.

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Okay, mari berilmiah.

I have been wearing spectacles since 2003, during my form 3. I was being transferred to another school, and at that time, it was so hard for me to follow the hostel rules.

Since then, I got my bad migraine and become worse year by year.

I didn't know why but perhaps I really stressed out to follow all the schedules which weren't that strict as to compare to my old school. My brain started to throb and I always have double vision, nausea and weak. I called my dad twice per week and become frequent.

I jumped from one clinic to another as the diagnosis wasn't satisfying enough. They took my urine sample, give me all the medications (I can't recall the purposes of the prescription), made a multiple appointments in a month and yet, no solution.

Until I met this one doctor.

"How about check your vision, and try on glasses first?"

After all, it is MIGRAINE. And yeah, this migraine can be helped by spectacle?

If you ask me, is it? Honestly, I don't know. I try to make few readings and I just conclude it that my migrain can cause phonophobic and photophobic. That double vision I have, I guess because of the light that perceived by others, now, a lot brighter to me.

So, I made a spectacle, gold in colour and photochromic (it will becomes darker when the sun gets brighter). Those who take science stream for SPM learn this in chemistry on how it works. 

I malas nak terang panjang panjang siap equation bagai. Huh.

So, my life since then becomes so dependent to this additional eyes. Oh. Masalahnya, bila tak migrain, my vision is completely normal and make me so refuse to wear it as the photochromis lenses were made by glass. So, it is heavy and bila tertidur dengan spek (especially dalam kelas hehe), habis batang hidung I luka.

Tapi sekarang semua plastik oi. Riiingaaaaannn.

Bila migrain tak kuat, babai spek. So sekarang dah buat 3 spek yang semuanya hilang, or rosak, or calar balar sebab eh I bukan rabun (okay adalah sikiiiiiiiiittttt, sikiiiit je) buat apa I susah susah nak bermata empat?

Tapi hambik kau tergagau lah cari bila keadaan macam sekarang!

Okay, peminat migraine sekalian atau yang rasa rasa kepala senang senang sakit. Apa kata anda cek penglihatan sekarang? Mak saya, pening kepala sangat teruk sekali ambik nak kena pakai spek mata. Ni kisah sepulu tahun lepas kot.

Adik saya, huh mata tebal! Setiap kali pening kepala tu tandanya nak makin teballah spek dia.

In fact, saya yang penglihatan normal tapi kebelakangan ni sangat stress lepas tu kerap datang sakit kepala, haa ambik nak bila cek balik pada optometris saya, huh naik silaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaau.

Benci eh.

Tapi tak pe, pakaai spek mata cute apa? Kan kan kan?

Tak kisahlah kalau tudung kembang pun, at least it works on me.

Benci!

p/s: Desa banyak nyamuk balik, tolonglah jangan denggi lagi.