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Tahulah, bila dah kau memang argh, what to say?

I'm perfectionist and I hate it! 
No one will like this. 
I hate it! I hate it. I hate it! 
Burst out!

p/s: I wish I could wash few of my perfectionist over thing and live happily. I know it's impossible even when I always persuade my heart. It's tiring to cry, so I choose to smile. Yet, it's hurt pretending calm when my eyes turn warm.