Tunggu?

"Dah kahwin ke?"

Hahahhaha—

Gua gelak besar.

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Gua jumpa mamat ni masa gua keja oversea sekangkang kera sekejap. Masa tu gua rasa Ramadhan. Gua tengah beratur nak boarding balik Malaysia.

Sambil gua buka earphone untuk pemeriksaan keselamatan, masa tu lah mamat ni tegur.

"Akak orang Malaysia?"

Gua berpaling. Sengih.

"Aah,"

"Allah. Allah. Lama gila dah saya tak cakap melayu,"

Aku gelak. And then the conversation went on and on. Until his flight exactly time for boarding.

"Akak, meh la no phone. Bile bile datang sini balik, boleh tukar tukar cerita,"

Since dia panggil aku akak, secara otomatik dia muda pada aku. Dan secara otomatik, aku tak kisah bagi phone no aku plusssss since when phone aku ada privacy?

Rasa rasa aku malas layan, aku ada capability of buat dekkkk to any ringings.

Time passed by and aku tak ingat dah kisah mamat ni. Aku gak taktau sejak bila dia kawan FB aku. Like seriously aku tak tau. Tetibe eh, dalam friendlist aku?

Don't bother to check and don't even care to care.

Until recently.

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"Dah kahwin?"

"Kahwin apanya. Keje kena gi merata-rata,"

Nature kerja aku memang macam ni and I do wonder sometimes, can I really commit once ditakdirkan tuhan (aminnn) berkeluarga kelak?

"Ok. Nanti saya hantar rombongan meminang,"

Aku gelak dalam pelik. Kau dah kenapa? 

"Toksah dok mengarut,"

"Saya cakap betul ni. Kecuali dah ada calon,"

I don't have the candidate or being someone's candidate as yet. 

But—

Speechless.

So I replied.

"I'm not ready yet,"

I laughed. And channel the topic to something else. Closed it tight cause the topic was so uncomfortable and weird to talk to. Especially to stranger.  It just, no. Very purely NO.

Well I think, the truth is, I'm waiting for miracle to happen.

The one that I met in my last sujud.

Not so sure the sujud was real solah or solah that happened in my dream.

And I don't know him like total stranger.

Or his appearance was not so clear.

Or whatever.

Hahahha—

I know and very sure it just a mainan tidur berangan banyak. Hamba macam aku, tidur pun main terjah je, lagi nak harap mimpi suci? But then, it is not a crime right to hope?

So.

I will keep on hoping sooner or later,

He will come.

Insyallah—